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Sunday, November 09, 2003 For as long as I've had Cookie, everytime there was a birthday or anniversary or even on Christmas cards, I would sign the card from myself and Cookie. She was a part of my life and every good wish I'd send to anybody would also be on behalf of my dog especially if it was to any member of my family. Today is my dad's birthday. It took me at least 20 minutes to sign my dad's birthday card. I know it sounds stupid, but I couldn't sign it because it's hard to do something like that when you can't see through the tears and you know reality is setting in. I didn't know if I could sign a card with just my name on it or if it would be insanely stupid to put Cookie on it as well. She isn't here anymore, but she loved my dad too. I signed the card from both of us today, but knew this was the last time I would ever do that and it just reminded me she is really gone. My family & I talked about her throughout today and a few times I almost forgot she wasn't around. Several months ago, I had a dream Cookie died. I now remember feeling so broken hearted and lost in the dream. I don't really remember the details, other than she was gone and there wasn't anything I could do about it. Luckily, I was able to wake up and knew that Cookie was alive. I remember wondering what I would do if I ever lost her but relieved that the thought of her being gone was so far away and unnecessary. Every morning when I wake up now, I wonder what I am going to do. How I will get through each day isn't the problem but getting through each evening and weekend when I would have been with her is what I wonder. How do I come home to an empty apartment without her. How will I celebrate the holidays when the thing I loved most is gone? posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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