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Saturday, November 15, 2003 I just ran into my neighbor who asked about Cookie. "How's your little one doing," she asked, "I haven't seen you guys in awhile." Then, I had to tell her the truth. What bothered me though, was the way I told her. The way I explained what happened to Cookie was very factual and lacking emotion. I didn't want to sound like losing Cookie didn't matter, but honestly, I don't know any other way. Again, maybe it's because I can't fully accept the truth. The more I think about it, the sadder I get, so I to prevent myself from hurting, I don't think about it. I was gone all day today. I went to lunch and got a facial with a friend, then met another friend for dinner and karaoke. While relaxing during the facial, I kept thinking of Cookie. I kept telling myself that thinking of Cookie would make me happy and relaxed...I was right. Throughout the treatment, I thought of all the good times we had together and how incomplete things feel without her. Things really don't get easier with time. The more days that pass without Cookie, the more I feel I am missing. Maybe this is becuase I know Cookie really should be here with me, but she's not. Maybe I don't want to believe she's not coming back. Of course, this could very well be true becuase I've said that more than a few times a week in the blog. I don't want to completely accept that Cookie is never coming back. I just want the emptiness in my heart to be filled again...and there's only one thing that could do that...Cookie. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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