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| In Memory of Miss Cookie Miyuki | |||
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Saturday, November 29, 2003 I woke up this morning feeling really sad which continued throughout the day. "She's a dog," I keep telling myself as if the idea of mourning the loss of a dog is any different than that of a person. Yeah, Cookie was a dog, and her passing left a gaping hole in my heart just as if anybody else had died. "But she's a dog," my mind tells me. My heart says, "So freaking what, you miss her why should you feel weird because it's a dog and not a human." **Sigh** Today was hard for me because in years past, I would love nothing more than just hanging with Cookie at home doing absolutely nothing taking in the holiday season. I couldn't do that today without feeling truly depressed. I wanted to cry but I was so sad, I couldn't even do that. I wanted to be around people but I didn't...I just didn't know what to do with myself. I ended up going to a friend's and her father's sick joke about "bachelor kim che" helped me forget my sadness. Otherwise though, I really do feel sad and lonely without Cookie. She was a dog yes, but she meant more to me than I ever thought possible. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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