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Wednesday, November 26, 2003 Today, I was so busy, I tried not to think about Cookie. She was always there in the back of my mind as she usually is. I drove my friend to the airport which wasn't as bad a commute as we thought it would be. Driving home was another story, traffic was awful! I didn't mind so much though (shocking, isn't it?!) Honestly, I think I'm trying not to think about this Thanksgiving being the first without Cookie. I can almost feel myself forming a wall around my heart so I won't feel the pain. When I almost think I feel something, I literally feel a change in me, flipping the switch so I won't have to think about it. I know my grandmother will want to talk about Cookie and I'll have to be strong. Of course I don't have to be "strong" but I don't know how not to. I feel the need to "act" around those I don't really know. It's sad, I don't really know my grandmother and extended family...and that bothers me too. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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