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Sunday, February 22, 2004 Today, four months ago, Cookie passed away. It's hard for me to believe it's been so long. I've been feeling so empty and lonely all week and I realized just now that it's because another "anniversary" was approaching. Everything around me reminds me of Cookie, especially my apartment. I cannot stand to be here by myself, and yet sometimes, I just want to be surrounded by all of her things and it both kills and comforts me. Each day, as I've said before, I try to remember what it was like to hold her and today, I uncapped her doggie perfume and was reminded of what she smelled like...and I almost broke down in tears again. If I close my eyes, I can pet her again, flick her little feet and hold her one more time. I've been through my share of problems and stresses -- boy have I been through my share of stresses -- but with Cookie being gone, it's even harder and honestly, I find it hard to just deal with anything. Losing her has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. When bad things happened before, as horrible as they were, I always had Cookie to lean on...she was the one constant in my life no matter what -- she could never disappoint me or let me down. Everyone at some point will let you down...it's a part of life and people are human. But Cookie...never. She never disappointed me or let me down. Then sometimes, I wonder if this is supposed to be teaching me something. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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