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Thursday, March 04, 2004 I couldn't stop thinking about Cookie yesterday. At work, I forced myself to focus in on the projects I was dealing with even though I was feeling pretty empty and depressed. After work, I tried going to the mall to run a few errands, but hated being there, so I went home. I was on the verge of tears just thinking of Cookie last night. The last thing I wanted to do at home was talk to anyone or deal with anything. As much as I hated being at home (because it reminded me of Cookie), it was also the only place I wanted to be. I tried to remember the days when Cookie was alive, hoping it would bring me some sort of comfort, but it only made me more sad. Really, there are no words anymore to describe what Cookie's absence has done to my life. What I needed to say, I said. All I do know is that there is a pit in my stomach, and a piece of my heart that will always be missing because she is not with me. When she was alive, I knew how much she meant to me, I knew I was lucky, but I also knew that one day she would be gone and that was something I could never fully wrap my head around. I figured when that "time" came, Cookie would have had a long standing obvious illness that would prepare me for what was to come. Though Cookie had that eye infection for months, I never thought that would signal the end. In a way though, it was a sign, just not the one I was expecting. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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