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10/17/87 - 10/22/03

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Friday, April 09, 2004  

I am failing in my promise (to myself) that I would "blog" everyday about Miss Cookie. I have to say though, it's not as if I do not think about her each day because I do. Most nights, I cannot sleep because I think about her and miss her so much. It's really quite sad actually. The other night, her bed looked so lonely and empty, so I laid out her doggie sweater in her bed...just to make it look like she was still here. Though it made me very sad, there was something oddly comforting about seeing that. I hadn't picked up her sweater since last winter -- when she was still very much alive -- and touching the sweater reduced me to tears in a matter of seconds. But, at the same time, touching her sweater connected myself to her again.

I'm approaching my 6 month anniversary of losing her, and sometimes I feel progress in my mourning period, but at the same time...I feel like it was yesterday. What I always feel though, is loss and lonliness from her absence.

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