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Sunday, May 02, 2004 I'm a lyric freak...and I can always find a way to relate to a song. Even though the song is about a break up, (and maybe I've already typed this before), but there's a song that realtes to the feeling of loss and the following lyrics on Rebecca Luker's album, Leaving Home called Getting Over You reminds me of how I feel: ..."and what will I do with my mornings? And what will I do with my nights? ...ask me when I'm through, getting over you... ...after this day is over, how will my dreams go on?" ...and I don't know if I'll ever get over missing Cookie. I feel like there is a part of my heart that will always be broken because she meant so much to me. When she died, it is as if I lost something in my life that was constant and good and loving. It was because of Cookie that I was able to get through Mamo's passing and the many major stresses of my own life... I don't know how to let it go...how not to feel so bad. Sometimes I think what I'm going through is wrong and almost unhealthy. It's not as if I don't know how to be happy without Cookie or don't have fun anymore...I do. I still live my life, I still find happiness in a lot of things, but it's that something is missing without her...and that part of it makes me so sad. I guess I just have a tendncy to write about what makes me sad here, especially when I am missing her the most. posted by lisa | linkorama | |
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