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10/17/87 - 10/22/03

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Friday, August 20, 2004  

Sometimes, I would have to go days or even hours without seeing Cookie and my arms would ache from the sheer desire of needing to be near her. It's been nearly ten months now since she's been gone, and I haven't felt that ache once.

I wonder if it is becuase I know that I can never hold her again or be comforted by her wet nose and irregular heart beats. Other times, I think maybe the reason is because in order to not hurt, I try not to think about her being gone. That's a dumb statement, I know because how could I not remember...but there are things I can't let my mind go towards like her death out of fear for my own emotional well being. No, I won't go crazy or anything, but I don't think my heart could stand it.

Miss Cookie...Miyuki, Miyukes, Miss Girls, Wooks..all the names I've given Cookie before...but when I close my eyes and remember, I can feel her near me again and know that really it hasn't been that long since she's given me a hug.

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